My name is Courtney and instead of putting a description here I will simply insert some of my favorite quotes.
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, or someone you're afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters." -John Green
"In my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty...handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out of your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with." -Juno
"Why do I and everyone I love pick people who treat us like we're nothing? We accept the love we think we deserve." -The Perks of being a Wallflower
"I stayed too much inside of my head and ended up losing my mind." -Edgar Allan Poe
talents include looking 12 and saying thank you to the bus driver
In school they teach you
how to multiply 9x8
make you read Macbeth
and have you memorize the first 10 amendments to the constitution.
But they don’t teach you how to
stop loving someone who has
stopped loving you
or how to deal with losing
a friend to an unsaid goodbye
and a relative to a cancer that ate
away their brain.
At home I learned
from my father that
alcohol can make as many problems
as it solves
but damn does it feel good
to let my throat burn instead of my heart
and to tune out the problems in my head
that I just couldn’t solve.
Because life isn’t 9x8
and it isn’t the way authors describe
their characters in a story.
It’s those nights you lay awake
wishing things could be different
and it’s the next day when you realize they can’t
and then it’s how you pick yourself up
after being down for so long.
I’ve been trying to wear all my sweaters, jackets, and boots but when I step outside I die and burn. Can it be October already? Please. Pls Jesus. Pls Satan. Pls Darth Vader. Pls pls pls.